Who Are You?

I walk around everywhere listening to music on my Ipod.
There is a sense of disconnection from the world and a perception of looking from the outside in.
I see everyone around me moving, going about their way, almost like robots or machines just fulfilling their functions.
Do they really think about why they are here or do they just act upon needs and wants, never contemplating the world?
They all seem dead.
It's intriguing.

Since I was about eleven, I've felt a sense of disconnection from everyone, including my family.
I once was an extrovert, but a series of events at that time has changed me forever.
No matter what happens in life, good or bad, there is always something to be learned; we take what has happened and grow from it.
This concept helps me to never regret what happens in life, but instead to be thankful for it, because I believe everything happens for a reason.

I walk around observing the beautiful environment, hoping and dreaming for an understanding and a sense of love that I lost long ago.

Everyone has a story.
Every story is unique.
What's yours?

Introduction

"Everything happens for a reason"

Well...my name is Trey Holt and I was born on December 31st, 1990.
I'm the youngest child and have two older brothers

I spend my time thinking a lot about the world and what everything means and I also contemplate my own past and how it's affected me
Although blogs will be a way to express my feelings, thoughts, etc., I write in a journal for my own personal use
I enjoy doing this a lot and have since grade school
One of the reasons I do this is to look back on where I've come from and how far I've gone and what I've learned
There's nothing greater than reliving memories of my past, good or bad
I also intend to pass it on to one of my relatives for them to read one day

If there's anything I love to do more than anything else, it's playing music
Throughout my life starting in middle school, my involvement in music has been extensive
I started out on trumpet and at the same time took piano lessons for a couple of years
My sophomore year in high school there was a need for more tuba players in marching band, so I decided to learn tuba
I realized after this that learning instruments was very exciting and proceeded throughout the rest of my high school "career" to learn almost all of the instruments in band by borrowing them from the school

I would go home and practice in my room for hours on end every day learning them
I didn't have much of a life either though lol

Muisc means everything to me and it is my greatest passion; besides God of course :)